I went to see my fertility doctor yesterday. My BETA level was 16, at this time I was told to stop using my progesterone cream. Last time I used it was Sunday night before my appointment and today (Tuesday) I am experiencing the WORST cramping. I would actually call them contractions because it matches labor to a "T". It will shoot the most aweful pain, everything tightens and then subsides for a few moments. This process pretty much sucks. I can honestly say I am completely ready for my body to let this go. I hope when it does everything will go with it ... the heart break, the tears, the loneliness, the hole, the need, the want, the loss.
Dear Heavenly Father, just hold me in your arms, I need it. Amen.
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